Despite all my rage, I'm still just a rat in a cageSaturday, May 21, 20058:53AMDamn, when was the last time I did this shit? Friday, December 10, 2004Saturday, October 30, 20044:27PMEven though I look like it, i'm not a druggie. On that last entry I was just joking around you wierd little kids. I haven't been high for months now. Wednesday, October 27, 20046:48PMSo at school I run into people and they say they haven't seen me around anymore. The reason for that is that I have been coming to school late because I am a lazy bastard. I'm not trying to avoid anyone. Things have been wierd, but that ain't a big deal. I'm just trying to say I'm still alive. Current mood:  stoned (as always)Current music: some song by some band that i like Monday, October 18, 20043:23PMAnsell is back!!!! Current mood:  calmTuesday, September 28, 20042:36PMI don't know what to do. Current mood:  depressedCurrent music: loving the aliens-velvet revolver Monday, September 27, 20043:15PMIt's been a long year Current mood: sadSaturday, September 25, 20047:30PMAs I look around, love seems to be a large subject right now. It can lead to such happiness but then can quickly turn into a burden on ones soul more larger than anyone can imagine. after having like 5-6 girlfriends in the past 3 years, maybe its time for myself to go on independently for some time. I'm still young. going out with someone can also really mess up a friendship. As for now I would like to hold on to a certain friendship. Me and heather were friends, but now we barely even talk anymore. So I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm not looking for love now. I should focus on more important things. Like school. And especially my band. And of coarse to keep on to the friends I have. I have also decided to try and be a bit more sociable, if thats possible. Current mood:  thoughtfulCurrent music: soundgarden-burden in my hands Thursday, September 23, 20044:29PMI feel sick and confused. Current mood:  sick and confusedThursday, September 16, 2004Thursday, September 9, 20043:58PM - Went to fast, I'm out of luck and I don't even give a fuckSo today I learned that I still suck at math. Current music: Do it for the kids-Velvet Revolver Sunday, September 5, 20049:25PMKids, don't drink juice made out of bull testicles. It does things to you that are disturbing. Friday, September 3, 20045:44PMThe second day of school has past and I think I'm quite used to it. Believe it or not this school year doesnt seem to bad. Most of my classes are pretty cool and I have lab chemistry with craig. Or maybe its just that I'm in a pretty good motherfucking mood right now. Current mood: happyCurrent music: that fozzy song thats stuck in my head. Wednesday, September 1, 20043:20PMI cant believe this house only has 1 Led Zeppelin album. Current music: The Rover-Led Zeppelin 2:20PM - Nothings gonna put me outIts strange to know that tommorrow I'll have to get up and go to school. Summer vacation just doesnt feel to be over yet. I would think that it would last a little bit longer. Once again time has past before any of us could barely tell. I guess this summer wasnt so bad. I had some real good times. Going surfing with Tasha, Watching summerslam with Craig and Casey, Getting the band together for our first practice. And they were bad times. But no one wants to hear about the bad times. They dont even matter anymore. What matters is what I have in front of me. Im already a junior, I only have 2 years of school left until im out and gone to college it something. Im still not sure about college, theres still things I have to do I guess to worry bout it for now. I don't know what will go on as I'm a senior, but I'm sure everything will be alright. It will great to see all of my friends again. Current mood: determined Current music: Dusty-Soundgarden Tuesday, August 31, 20041:54PMHAPPY BIRTHDAY BLAINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sunday, August 29, 20041:46AMToday was a good day. Tasha came over and we hung out and talked and stuff. Hope she had a good time and that she feels better. Current mood: awake Saturday, August 28, 2004Navigate: (Previous 20 entries) |
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